
When I close my eyes I see a desert.
The, long, brown, infinity that stretches from the mountains to the sea.
Leaving everything in between dead, and indifferent to its embrace.
A space of immobility where movement is Wind.
Blowing.
Hard and soft....
Subtle and strong...
Northward and southward,
Hither and thither.
Striping the structure out of the desert.
The only truth the wind.
And the wind is the desert.
And the desert is ...
It.
The desert as the end of wanting.
The last mille of hope in the road to despair.
Where the Saviour goes to die.
This is the place were everything stops, and is moved by chance.
Fate,
Chance,
Flow.
When I close my eyes I see a desert,
Beneath me, and in front of me.
In space in now, in time in here.
Southward on the other side of the sea,
in the other side of the ocean.
My birthplace.
The desert that was then when we started.
When Europa made is tentative steps to Itself.
A desert not a desert but as a barren place;
A place where to be free.
In the Future,
Here,
In Europa,
The Peninsula will be a undulating vastness of naught.
Rocks and sand where once stood the cities of today,
Ruins of fountains, pools and waters mirrors,
Incomprehensible artefacts of a past best forgotten.
And,
Scurrying nimbly through the desert,
Our children’s children.
Traped in a culture too slow to move with time.
Still believing themselves Empire,
but,
now,
all made of sand.
Yesterday,
Late in the day,
Yesterday,
Long ago,
In a day dead and done,
The day before now,
Yesterday.
It’s hours frozen by time,
For it’s yesterday.
Final and frail as porcelain dolls.
These are the days that you’re given.
Existing because time’s is locked in yesterday.
Yesterday where knowledge goes to die.
A land of reason and language,
The last sarcophagi of living and a prison.
It’s in this tomb of being that I see the desert,
Southward and in the desert.
A premonition of nothing,
A call to arms
And words to the wise
The sky seems to get a little bit higher,
Going upwards and upwards,
Escaping us in a hurry.
Fleeing a place promised to anathema.
Knowing something we don’t.
The rain is evermore scarce,
The forests crackle dry and burn in winter.
The rivers turn in torrents of mud.
Crocodiles hunt in the mountains
And bears fish by the sea shore.
The climate is changing and we seem to stand still.
As the oceans flood the lands
And the desert gobbles up forests.
Rain now only a wet remembrance of days gone by
An enormous sadness for the watery world we left behind,
Fills the air under a indifferent sky.
Growing evermore remote.
Scientists say it’s not going to rain anymore.
That we shouldn’t count on our crops,
Anymore.
Rain buried in the dust that becomes wind,
Flying through the ocean to,
Original desert.
Sand as the seed of the future.
Feeding on each other,
And turning the Mediterranean a salty oasis.
Scientists say our land is dying and that we should move away,
Elsewhere,
Anywhere,
To a land that’ll keep us...
But I ... I’m not a scientist,
So I’ll think I stay.
And as I prepare to wait I ask myself,
Will the desert bring its own religion
Will this be the final death of the Green Man ?
The Green Man survived the cross,
Will he survive the death of the woods?
Will the sand bring forth Mahomet or will this b Christ greatest triumph?
He is,
After all
A son of the desert,
Or,
Maybe,
In the end,
This will be the final moment in a 2000 year old changing of the guard.
Perhaps Mahomet and Christ are not all that different,
Both are sons of the desert and grew feeding on the spirits of the wind,
The tree spirits mortal enemies.
Or maybe something new will appear,
A culling of all this deities, places and times.
A crucible to bring forth a new and happy science,
But,
This is not a place of beginnings but of endings.
A place best understood by the old at heart,
The cautious and suspicious mood of age best suits this changing mores.
And the old,
Out of habit and out of fear,
Look to the past for answers.
To yesterday,
To the house of porcelain dolls of intelligence and discourse.
But not even time past can illuminate the sombre path that lies ahead.
Only looking long into the past,
Can we glimmer faintly to something akin.
Deep into the harbour of the first wanting,
can we find the face that suits these final features.
Europa’s long journey from the bogs of magic though the plains of philosophy and to the rarefied mountains of science
has brought to a place so bereft of everything else,
That only the first Gods
Who were not here and needed nothing,
Can exist
Finally liberated from the shackles of religion,
The bonds of reason
The yoke of aesthetics
The burden of morality
We were delivered free
To the desert of our own creation.
And as form follow function
And matter follows spirit,
Our land becomes as inhabitable as our heads.
When I close my eyes I see a desert.
I move from the window where I stood,
And stagger into my darkened bedroom,
And lying o my bed,
Eyes wide,
Looking intently into the ceiling
I shed the first tears for the place where I’ll live,
Waiting its coming,
It’s God,
Their people.
I
Have they taught you nothing?
All the prophets,
all the poets,
All of them.
Thousands of years of words, deeds and actions,
Have you not heard?
Saw?
Understood?
No matter
For what I’ve come to tell you is the summation of everything that was told before me.
At least everything true.
All truths, all science, all art, all philosophy,
All paths to freedom through knowledge,
come to this:
It’s not important.
You are not important,
Your family is not important,
Your friends are meaningless,
Society does not exist,
There is no “we”,
Bury the fiction of Nation,
Of good deeds and bad,
Of knowledge,
Of beauty,
Of love
All of this is wrong, small and unimportant.
And it was this that they were telling you,
The prophets and poets and the others.
It was just this, they wanted you to know.
This is all you needed to know.
II
Rejoice, rejoice, rejoice!
For now you are free!
Rejoice, rejoice, rejoice!
For now you live in a brighter, better world!
All life, all of it,
in its complexity and abstruse variance,
is of no importance.
All has no meaning in this bigger picture will make our own,
For if it’s the result of evolving matter as say the scientists, what of it?
Theirs is but a small place in the universe,
Beautiful,
But small, and of no consequence.
And if life is the gift from Gods, is this the bigger boon we can imagine?
Surely not.
So rejoice, rejoice!
You were set free from respect to life!
And what about friends and family,
And all the bonds of empathy that keep us together?
What of them?
Since Life failed us as an answer,
we could always take refuge on the certainty of love.
But we all know,
deep down,
that this is not sure footing for the lovers of truth.
This a marshy land, that shifts and moves ceaselessly.
Very beautiful and not to be trusted.
The answer is not love,
Nor is it all you need,
Because we need so much more.
Rejoice, Rejoice!
For the Ghost of love no longer haunts you!
And the knowledge of all these things,
Brought together by reason, logic and intuition,
Is of no consequence even before its very eyes.
For its science itself that teaches us that what we know is but a speck in what there is to discover.
And that what we can imagine is like a haze covering what might be there.
When you look at a stone,
any stone,
And imagine the millennia it witnessed:
Being on the bed of a lost sea,
Having risen to heights of mountains that disappeared,
watching dead animals howling at stars that
for so long
have changed their place in the skies…
To now be carried unaware in your hand,
with no inkling of itself,
deaf, dumb and blind.
This in each and every rock!
Rejoice!
The burden of knowing was lifted from your shoulders!
And God in all this? Where to find him?
Everywhere.
For this is a poem not about the death of God but of its awakening.
Not the God of the spiritual accountants they keep chained in Churches,
Any church,
Not the personal God who has hygiene advices for you,
Your wife,
Your dog.
Not the God of everlasting love and goodness that sounds so human that we call him Father,
Sometimes,
Mother,
More often,
Creating sacred families of variable geometries,
And unfailing dysfunctionalitiy.
God is so,
so,
distant,
Beyond the last frontier of imagination.
Making sure by its presence that our wildest dreams are nothing but small extensions of ourselves,
Not the yardstick with which to measure the Universe.
So rejoice!
For God is far way!
Haven’t you learnt nothing?
From all the Poets, Philosophers and Prophets of the ages?
To think far and wide and deep,
so you can see how near and small and shallow you are?
This was all the knowledge you needed to live free from fear.
And even this,
Is not important.
Lord knows the trouble I’ve seen,
But I know I’ve not seen enough.
These are the days of new beginnings,
and longing for the ones that are not our own anymore.
and wont be missed.
These are the days of change and reinvention,
Of dead structure withering as dead leaves,
Of looking ahead to nothing known,
And living in the maelstrom of becoming.
Where we are just movement,
change,
and oblivion.
Some call it decay,
Others birthing.
We call it pain and confusion.
We call it, our lives.
These are the days of siren calls
Wailing their last warnings to deaf ears.
Everywhere we ear the Cassandra warning us about the demise of a life
That is already lost.
The death of the West,
Proclaimed for so long,
Is now an inexorable fact.
There are no ruins,
And there are no more men.
All the dreams are dead.
Sadder eyes and clearer heads are needed to live this becoming that engulfed us.
The past is no more a beacon,
As the future we’ve foreseen is no more there.
…
The plans of mice of men…
Are not plans but tropisms,
As men and mice are not agents but matter.
Nothing to do now but to contemplate the mill of history,
Grinding away at today
Replacing it with a future hat will frighten us all,
the Changing of the Guard generation,
or won’t be any kind of future.
Duas garrafas de whisky e uma garrafa de vinho.
três, portanto.
três garrafas levaram-me de uma ponta do fim de semana para a outra.
Do principio até ao fim.
E daqui,
do princípio do fim,
deste patamar de onde vejo a descida para onde vou e os sítios de onde estive…
olho para o futuro e para o passado como se fossem a mesma coisa.
como se fosse só tempo.
como se fosse uma linha … estendendo-se para um lado e o outro, infinitamente…
tempo portanto.
Tempo como o espaço de agora que vê esta enorme e informe extensão de existir.
E para esta enormidade só tenho garrafas e o tempo de as beber…
como o relógio de quem deixou tudo para atrás.
Tempo medido copo a copo, onde a seta do tempo se confundisse com a embriaguez, como se a entropia fosse uma enorme embriaguez, um esquecimento, e a segunda lei da termodinâmica apenas a incapacidade de nos lembrar de…
tudo.
Duas garrafas de whisky e uma garrafa de vinho.
É a única verdade que tenho.
Não sei onde estou, o que faço e o que me é pedido…
mas,
sei como conto o seu passar…
um
a
um
copo
a
copo
um
de
cada
vez.
Três garrafas fizeram este fim de semana.
Três garrafas fizeram o espaço onde fiz o que quis.
Ou onde me deixaram estar.
E aqui, onde me largaram para brincar no recreio durante 48 horas
(prometendo que me vinham buscar outra vez na segunda)
Fiquei mudo e quedo,
bruto e estúpido,
ausente de quereres
expectante…
em silêncio.
no silêncio desconfortável de estar comigo mesmo.
esperei…
esperei três garrafas.
Duas de whisky e uma de vinho.
Á espera que Segunda chegasse e tudo fosse como dantes.
I’m an hostage of the east.
a prisoner to the never-ending plains of
and the long wars of the Persians.
A token of my father’s allegiance to Galerius of Babylon.
the Emperor has trapped me in my victories.
Shunning me, whilst drawing me near…
I fear for my life.
Death haunts me as an overfriendly ghost,
and the fear has made life more precious by the wanting..
as if it was made bigger by the terror that is Constantine in Galerius heart.
For when the Emperor fears you,
you are more than a man.
You’re a threat,
to the empire,
to stability,
to the universe of appeased gods and functioning cities,
of paid taxes and tributes to the priests,
to the land of open roads and open markets…
of faces in coins known by all as their rulers.
A threat to
II
Poor, poor Galerius…
still bargaining with his little deities…
expecting,
and getting
this should be said
all the small tokens that the small gods bestow on their servants.
Ruling his armies…
fighting the barbarians for glory,
and killing christians for pleasure…
believing its puny deities as the cause of his victories.
All right,
all,
in his own mind
as it should be.
But,
not for long.
For Galerius is, now, the bloated ruin of an Ilirian general,
of a men of honor,
bond,
soul…
Today he is but a Emperor,
and he denies himself to keep it so.
Yesterday I was victorious.
Yesterday I was the Man in the battlefield.
In the gruesome field of death I was alive,
as all died,
I was touched by the hand of Nike!
I was victorious.
The Emperor’s generals guided me to the thickest of the battle,
so the swords of the Persians would do what he feared to do himself.
I’ve survived this…
time and again…
I’ve been put to such tests that no man who was not one with destiny,
could have endured.
Three times I was ordered to die,
Three times I disobeyed it by being triumphant.
But I will not tempt the fates once more.
I am, at last,
alone with my fate
and my destiny is elsewhere…
farther west…
in the land of believers,
not philosophers.
God! I’m sick of
Away from this punctilious bearers of sacrifices,
and their obscene want for social order!
as if there was such a need in the mind of God.
As if their haggling deities could see through the thickness of their walled cities and the incense of their sycophantic priests.
Little gods for little men.
Not for me.
Not for me the error of the old ways.
These are the things no one would do,
that no one would want to do,
unless forced to by the stupidity of Galerius laws!
Galerius…
my father remembers him as good soldier and a plain soul.
He’s right.
This soldier sees the Empire as is own villa.
Ruling it with the blind insouciance of a paterfamilias.
He’s blind.
Blind for he not sees it as a living breathing organism…
The Living Empire,
moving trough us and in the blood of many,
intent only in its own existence.
and Galerius does not belong to it any longer.
I am now.
the future of us all.
I ran into the heart of winter,
Deep into the naked trees,
into the blistering wind.
In search of the cleansing rain I went.
I rushed into the snow.
Into the snow icy core I plunged.
Inside the frozen plain.
Into the throbbing Soul I moved...
The Ice respired death all around…
Stopping the world,
The winter,
The cold,
Thought.
Even me.
And, here,
In the shivering cold,
I sit down and,
For the first time I,
close my eyes
to never open them again
And, then...
As expected.
As wanted;
as needed.
Came the ominous heat
I’ve known for so long.
The warm nothingness that was here from the start.
In the beginning of days;
My days.
A life-time of blind love to a hidden God...
Only seen through the dim glass of the Black Light
Shining in me and through me...
Like an unspeakable silence that can not be understood.
Only embraced.
And, as I sat here,
To never rise again.
I wait most atently.
Not waiting for anything…
being wait in itself.
Available for all;
latent.
Frozen to the world and burning for the hand of God.
And the inky waters of Being start to move...
slowly.
Very slowly,
deep,
deep,
down there...
inside,
Me.
Like a tectonic revolution.
Rumbling upwards,
crushing everything in its path.
To
me.
And,
as I wait,
as I stop,
to never move again.
I pray to the God I don’t believe anymore.
To give me the strength,
and the fortitude.
to see the all consuming beauty,
Of the Black Light.
Stained clouds by the oily sludge of the night
mar the skyline who looms over the alley and dinner,
Twitching, squirming,
Bloody and delicious.
I watched as it moved one last time.
The moon cowered beneath the smog,
Neon sprayed light trough the dark recesses of the city…
Low, dwindling stars, illuminate a mankind that deserves no other light.
I lean against the wall, breathless and sated,
Casting my eyes to on high,
Searching for a God that has forsaken me.
Leaving me alone with the billboards of banks and travel agencies,
Sneakers and massage parlours,
Shoe stores and chemists…
Brightly coloured hues of dreaming, irradiating over the street.
Full of the night lights and city sounds…
Resting and digesting,
as if the corpse before me was not my doing.
As if no one would,
ever,
Come here
As if I could rest …
for awhile.
The food stopped moving long ago.
An empty dish for a vacant meal.
The thrill of the hunt, the pleasure of the kill,
Feeding…
All so quick, so good and so sudden.
I get up and get ready to leave,
Button up my coat and leave this happy place of feeding.
Strangely nostalgic for this now that is ended.
The cold wind sharpens my pace as I look for the train station.
Hungry to be elsewhere.
Away from this geometric unwelcoming town.
Eager, so eager,
To get home.
Away from all the animals that roam these streets.
No sun has come undone,
As no moon was found unclean.
Under the watchful eye of Being.
No God was found wanting,
No Spirits questioned…
Nor was the sea too shallow,
Nor the desert too dry.
No deed of beast was too base,
No will of rock too hard,
Compared to the inexorability of the judgement passed to Man.
For, the scrape of Light ,
(that will let him live a little longer, so he can die a little later),
is hard and elusive to get…
as if it was a prize,
as if it was good…
A bounty for the worthy!
Not the least of our expectations.
It’s to this sad feast that we gather in the millions;
Like mongrels too stupid to see the difference between the carrot and the stick…
Biting everything and each other,
beneath the discouraging soul-gluttony of the Lord.
And,
For this, and more I ask you…
His not Man’s lot
A cast lot?
Is not is his destiny an answerable riddle?
Were we not singled forth?
Is not our being darker than death?
Is not our dying clearer than living?
Are not these the voices of reason?
And to answer these questions…
Only blind hate against the living,
And a strong mistrust towards the dead.
This self righteous anger,
Speaks in the ever expanding riddles of science,
physics,
bothany,
biology,
geology,
the rest.
Drowning in the flood of the senses,
broken and confused…
cumbersome before the incumbent task.
Sense and Knowledge one,
before the ever thinning twine of unknowing.
Trying to remember the Word before Self came in.
Hoje começa devagar.
Tímido da noite de ontem e tropeçando nos amanhas que não cantam...
Calam-se,
Tristes e silentes.
Mudos com o sal das lágrimas que não correram.
Falam dos amanheceres atros e vagos do futuro,
Dos acordares ignotos e perigosos.
Do dia de amanhã que não conheço.
E portanto estou,
Como sempre...
Entre há bocado e agora,
Neste quase nada a que chamam presente,
Onde eu devia estar e sentir-me e precisar-me
e...
onde não me encontro no presente dos outros.
...
porque a unica verdade de mim,
É um ponto questionante.
“Seek and ye shall find.”
Says the Good Book.
Many were lost for heeding these words.
For if there are plenty of books,
Not one,
is Good.
But still they manage to get written,
engraving themselves in the hearts of men who bask by the fire of Words,
foolishly,
look for their reflection in the World.
These are the starry eyed dreamers,
The heroes,
The revolutionaries…
drowning in contemplation of the Palace of Reason that exists only in the soul…
not the ever decaying chaos of becoming.
They’re blinded by truth,
drunk on certainty,
choking on Reality,
and gagging in Light…
They look to the world in hope..
waiting for it to turn out as they know it should.
And,
Seeing it carrying on indifferent and unaware of their plans.
They take on themselves the burden of change.
And so they walk;
The path of the good man,
The path of the righteous and the pious…
Of the northern man,
cowering under dreams of land and bloodlines…
The path of the Cow.
Oblivious to everything but of the small pasture his herd calls home,
Wanting for nothing and thinking about less.
And as they gather to celebrate their bovine ethos of exclusion, we hear their rambling ruminations on family,
land,
purity.
Celebrating closeness and sameness,
Making of their hearth their world.
But,
As we avert our eyes from this cozy landlocked scene,
and turn to the vast sea that faces us, each an every day,
We cannot help but think that,
Not for us the clear trek,
Not for us the known path…
We’re of the
We’re made of hard truths and harder lies…
Here,
baking beneath the inflexible sun,
lingers a race of dark men,
Who live under the terrible burden of the naked truth.
No wolf gods, no mists no trees, no rivers, no fountains no nothing!
But the unavoidable burden of living alone before the Great Power.
Distant, cold and aloof,
A God not for the man who needs prayers, sacrifices, dances, parties, feasts, drugs…
All the paraphernalia that lesser man use to cloud the unknowing.
Here
Beneath the high blue skies and the rampant violence of the sun,
Loiter those for whom God is so present that it hurts.
A belief so deep that is not a belief anymore,
But life devoid of pleasure and contentment.
Empty of everything but His intrusive existence.
TREN GO! SOUND SYSTEM
"Tren Go! Sound System é um projecto no formato one-man-band que abrange territórios que vão desde o rock 'n' roll ao dub, do blues ao ambient passando pelo noise. Esta á solta desde inícios de 2006 tendo dado concertos em Portugal Espanha e Alemanha. À parte de algumas actuações esporádicas nos últimos meses, o desaparecimento do projecto ao vivo tem a ver com a criação de um albúm compilando 11 temas criados entre 2004 e 2007 que estará disponivel brevemente."
AELIA CAPITOLINA
"A 13 de Maio de 2005, Aelia Capitolina tomou a sua ultima forma contingente em
Portugal, Lisboa,23h45.
A 15 de Maio de 2005, foi feito seu horóscopo e prontamente esquecido, porque verdade de um Avatar não se encontra na sua manifestação mas na sua Mensagem.
E a Mensagem era o Verbo,
e o Verbo, porque imerso,
(intocado),
no devir,
vibrou.
E a vibração tornou-se som;
e o som foi ouvido pelos homens,
E os homens fizeram música.
E a música viu-se como Aelia Capitolina.
E os homens eram estes:
César Queiroz. 37 anos,
Ana António. 29 anos,
Miguel Caldas 35 anos.
E estes homens, cegos à Razão mas cônscios da musica,
Reproduziram-na, para que passasse entre eles como o meme do Asclépio.
E a musica foi sobre Militão Ribeiro.
Comunista morto nas prisões do principio de 1950.
Não nas mãos do fascismo e não pelo Comunismo;
Mas como um passo da explanação de Aelia Capitolina no tempo.
É esta a dádiva de Aelia Capitolina,
Quem tem ouvidos, que oiça."
HYAENA REICH
Hyaena Reich (Iana Reis, Pvra Dalem, etc) formou-se em Som - variante de Cinema - pelo Conservatório Nacional e desde 1999 que compõe através de gravações de ambientes, tratados digitalmente como para uma banda sonora de um filme sem fim. De natureza reservada e objectiva, a sua música destaca-se por auferir ao género do noise um carácter orgânico e vivo, criando paisagens sonoras oníricas e poéticas. Liderou o controverso projecto de performance ritual Imbolc e mantém paralelamente á sua composição homónima os projectos Arraial, ZLKNF, Satnorte e o colectivo experimental Sabotage en Masse. "Esta é a verdadeira música do futuro, porque o futuro é agora, hoje, por isso a arte é vida, e vivêmo-la intensamente, em aventura, até ao momento final."

Mornings are for mourners,
To mourn the night before.
Morning is Night’s final throes of desperation.
And in her place…
Nothing;
nothing but the cooling corpse of yesterday.
You open your eyes , sit on the bed (still unsure of where, how and why you’re here) thinking what to do with the sprawling remains extended till
You await for the new day
the new day
to come and rescue you from this queasy unsureness that is morning.
But no.
Oh no.
You’ll inhabit this no man’s land till the afternoon.
Morning the death shrine of last night.
All promises , all possibilities
growing in the hopeful shades of dark,
Fizzled to nothingness in the raw light of the new day…
Crumpled little ashen mounds of wanting ,
burnt by the ugliness of time.
And a dense cloud of unhappiness clings to everything and everyone as if t’was the Sun royal mantle.
.Yellow and bloated;
Smilingly pontificating over the debris of the new day.
Another day.
Will we weep for the loss of absent friends?
Will time leave us alone?
Will sloth and neglect, estrange us from the ones we love the most?
Will the mill of days grind away the ties that bound us?
No time like now,
No words but these words
No persons but these persons...
The ones here.
Not the chosen,
But the remaining.
But
I ask myself...
Will we forgive ourselves for our forgetfulness?
...
All people
Everywhere
Everyday...
The enormous throng of people we knew and loved...
Taken by time and sacrificed in the altar of now.
Distant shadows of a past made unnecessary.
Not by you.
Not by the others.
But by now,
By the movement.
This place in this time, and this place in this
place.
Love trampled under the wheels of necessity
and the stupid fascism of need.
And to all this I ask:
Will we miss our friends forgotten?
Will we need their love and warmth?
Will we be lonely?
Afraid of being adrift with ourselves?
Time passes like a glacier trough a valley,
Slowly but surely, all will collapse under the weight of the frost.
Like the valley,
We’ll be striped of everything,
Naked and alone.
And here, in presence of our own structure,
Before the great truth...
We cowardly long for time we spent with others and the truths we shared...
Longing for all the things we left behind...
And,
Knowing this...
Will we weep for the loss of absent friends?

Lazy afternoons,
all made of sunshine and permanence,
light and duration;
could they last forever...
here,
in the lazy sunny afternoon.
Listless Sun soaked hours,
filled to the brim with nothing
and hollowed of any promise but its own shiny pointlessness.
These are the times that are,
truly,
ours.
This is our allotted time,
all else is purposeful living.
Years, months and days dedicated to the pursuits that we esteem as worthy:
career,
money,
the respect of our peers,
more money
ourselves,
family
the masses,
God,
the whales.
All these and more
much more,
occupies us inside and out,
as we dedicate large chunks of our lives to their conquest.
Noble and important as they may be,
(they’re not)
they are not truly ours.
Their place is the no mans land that separates what they want from you,
from what you want from them.
Its in this field of glory that you’ll forget yourself, to win them,
and where they’ll accommodate you, for no greater good.
Everybody gives a little,
nobody wins.
This is the base of the new social contract,
a fierce and equalitarian force preventing anyone from getting what they want.
Social justice making sure that everyone gets fucked the same
and in the same way.
A socialization of misery,
if you will.
But not today.
at least not this afternoon.
Today there’s nothing to do but be,
here.
Useless,
and with nowhere to go.

Hordes of old women storm the esplanade…
An archaeology of lipstick, rouge, and regret.
Hardcore harpies smeared with the crimson colours of days gone by.
Hordes of old women,
faces aghast with the ravages of gravity,
put together by the steely will of looking like the night before morning.
A carved romantic ruin to time blundering by.
Faces who want to be Venetian palazzos,
and look like the empty space behind a building.




